Friday, June 29, 2007
i've moved:)
and if you want to know where i've moved to, maybe... try asking me? HAHA
give me a peck on my cheek and maybe i'll tell!
i doubt i'll be deleting this blog because all my precious memories are stored in here.
loveeeeeee
Monday, June 11, 2007
hello all:)
i'm somewhat done packing for church camp. Anyways was feeling a little down just now, but oh wells! Ok to those who are staying in singapore, just want to say that i love you guys and that i'll be missing you!
May: hello dear:) i will miss you a great deal! study hard and we shall go tanning when we all get back from camp ok? hang in there and remember that i'll be praying for you. You can do this dear:)
Isaac: uncleeeeeeeeee i'm still praying that you'll be able to make it:)
michelle lam: WOMAN!?!?!?!? where in the world are you? haha you somehow went missing after our last conversation, where did you go? Visiting your boyfriend in china ah? Haha aiya, i love you lah. Hang out soon ok? *winks
millicent/charlotte/evelyn/justine/sulynn: hello girls:) im not sure if you'll be reading this, but just wanna say that be good ok? anything just feel free to msg me even though i'm in malaysia:) take good care of yourselves and i love you girls very much. Continue to do your quiet time all ok? hug
emily/pam/yiru/sherlyn/vinni/ruby: HI:) haha i miss you girls already. Haha hope you babes are enjoying your holiday. Take care and we shall go for our marina south steamboat soon ok? i'm sorry that for the past few times that you all wanted to go, i can't make it:( but i promise that the moment my wound is fully healed, WE SHALL GO! haha and yes miss vinni, i know you love me very much. So feel free to msg me if you need anything, just like always:) take care all!
alrighty, got to go now! take care all:) and remember miss loke is turning 19 this saturday:) haha
Friday, June 08, 2007
hello:)
i'm so bored at home. Roar! Anyways of late, i realised that i somewhat enjoy doing things by myself. I guess i have a love-hate relationship with the idea of doing things alone. Haha within the past week, i have shopped alone at marina square at 11am. Haha because i have absolutely nothing to do after my doctor's appointment, so i went marina by myself to shop. And also i went to parkway to walk around and to get stuffs for church camp.
I don't really know why i like doing things alone of late lah. Maybe i've gotten used to the fact that people are busy with their own lifes and i don't exactly wish to bother them with my affairs. I'm not trying to gain anyone's sympathy here but i'm just stating how i really feel:)
People who used to reassure me that they'll be there/our friendship is important to them and blah blah blah are the ones who have proven to me that what they said are just total rubbish. People whom i trust the most, somehow are the ones that hurts me the most. Well, of course not everyone is like that lah... i hope? Haha
Honestly, i'm pretty tired of doing what i do. I guess sometimes what i do will never get appreciated. Oh wells:) I guess something which i have to learn is to trust God and no one but myself:) Because i guess the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment. Ok got to run along now. Take care all!
8 more days:)
i love love love beyonce.
Ok shall run back to watching Beyonce Revealed on E entertainment!
byeeeeeeeee
where is the love?
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Sigh
i'm sorry for being this way.
i cannot help it.
just help me to move on
Monday, June 04, 2007
Hello:)
my whole family was eating at marine cove's macdonalds and my darling mother bought my 2 sisters the shrek ears thing and while they were wearing it and this was what happened in the car.
p/s we wanted to thank our daddy for the dinner so marcus called him using his handphone and put him on loudspeaker
marcus/kristie/mae/myself: DADDY, THANK YOU FOR THE DINERRRRRRRR
marcus: kristie, can you please not shout into my ear.
kristie: but.. but.. but..
mae: eh er jie, can you shout into my ears?
kristie: AHHHHHHHHHHH
mae: ehhhhh er jie, I meant this pair of ears (and she pointed to her shrek ears)
Hahahaha my sister is so retarded lah but i still love her. Haha ok lah you all might not find it funny, but i'm laughing like mad now even though it has happened like 3 hours ago? Haha
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
i love love love 50 first dates:)
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Hello
I should be studying my Managing People & Organizations now, but somehow nothing is going into my head. So i decided to do something more productive than watching tv or something. Anyways my dad was the one who accompanied me to Raffles Hospital to get my wound re-dressed today. It was so darn painful. Sigh i really pray that my wound heals quickly because i don't think i can take it any longer.
The effects of everything is making me feel really depressed. Ok this is when i should tell myself that everything is under control especially when God is around:) Ok enough of me whining. Oh yes and selena was so cute lah. She called me around dinner time and asked whether i would want to meet her at parkway. But anyways because of my examination tomorrow, i told her i can't. But oh wells, miss chua if you're reading this, we shall go out soon ok? and you can drive me around with your license:)
My SIM friends are going to kushinbo tomorrow to eat. Haha but i don't think i'll be going because i've got to stay away from seafood and i've an doctor's appointment. Sigh i feel like some handicap even though i'm no longer in the hospital. This is my daily routine.
wake up
eat
watch television
study
go to raffles hospital
home
sleep(because of the medication)
eat
study
I can't wait for my exams to be over. Oh yes and now i'm worried whether i'll do well for my English for Business paper because i felt so drowsy during the paper. I don't think i did my best. God, help? Ok i better go and study my MPO now before i start complaining about how i think i'm not going to do well etc. Take care all:)
the darkness, we'll get through
hello everyone
i'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but as you all can see i'm still somewhat wide awake. Today's english paper was a little difficult. The invigilators were pretty nice, because some of them heard about the condition that i was in. So they came up to me and told me that if needed anything, just call them or something. Anyways my wound somewhat leaked today, so my jeans got a little stained. I was extremly disturbed by it during the exam, but what could i do?
Right after school, my mom came to pick me up to go to raffles hospital for them to re-dress my wound. Halfway in the car, i was feeling horrible. I guess it was due to the medicine taking its effect. By the time i got to the hospital, i didn't have any appetite to eat anything. So i told my mom to pack the food back because i felt really lousy. So we waited for my turn to see the nurse to re-dress my wound. For the first time, i saw my wound. It was so scary, i'm going to spare you guys the details and if anyone of you want to know, just come up to me and i'll gladly tell you.
While the nurse was cleaning my wound, i was in so much pain. Because of the hole in my leg, when she wiped the wound with antiseptic, it hurt so darn much. She had to wipe the inside of the hole with antiseptic and the pain was seriously beyond description. Imgaine going through this for the next 6 days. Sigh well i guess it's something i have to go through now. Do pray for me ok? thanks
oh yes, thanks isaac for the chocolates and your prayers. I appreciate it loads. Much love
:(